It has been long since ink last stained these pages....
Faking my death worked for the best...Hiro and Paul left Hidden Grass to a new base of operations...but they haven't forgotten about me...

I went with Nemu's body..taking it to a volcano...on the ledge I found my body...my fourteen year old shell...I also found an old woman...a Spirit preistess...she said she was taking care of my body, and saved it from being tossed in the fire...she washed away the blood. but the scars are still fresh...

she transfered my mind and soul...back, and tossed Nemu's body into the flames...yet I still held most of her memories..I couldn't live as her....it was...horrible..all I could feel was pain...every day...thinking about everyone...It was no way to live..
Afterwards the woman told me something...something I wish I never knew....

The reason I was able to keep my bodily form...was not because I was created from the gem...I had a mother...she was a temple preistess..like the old woman...she was snared into the same position I was....Akatsuki...she defiled from the village....My Mother..I had a Mother...

and the old woman recited to me the day of my birth...and my Mother's death....
The day of her death...she was allowed one last wish...crying and screaming she wished for me to live...and after I was born...she was bludgeoned to death for her crimes by the strongest clan of the village... The Kinuta clan...

Weather or not this woman is correct.....if I did Have a mother...if she was killed by them....the blood...it flows...while my blood boiled....

my mothers crimes were inexcusible...but she did what she could to destroy a village that wronged her.....she theived...murdered...sadisticaly tortured Jounins and Genins....I feel Empathy for her...

After my training for so long...the old woman said I was ready to go home....
when I returned...I had a hightened sense for what was around me, wearing my mask I could feel vibrations around me...

Downside to this...I can't really see that well...in the daylight or night...day is too light...and dark is too dark...I can barely make anything out...but it seems I don't need to trust my eyes...the ground speaks for me...the shadows...the air...

I've talked with Kenkora a couple of times....he didn't seem to notice I avoided looking at him...I spoke with Kuroken aswell....and Haruko my former sensei....

Haukoi Is my eyes...when I need them..for now....

I pledge aliance to no one...I will give help to those who need it....
I do not care for their rules....
their customs....
I will do what I want....

Not even
HE
Can stop me....I'm not his pet...not anymore...





[OOC: Another 12:34 AM post, Crazy. Toph from Avatar the last Airbender is my new Female fighter love; added a little of her snappy persona to Esune. <3]