[ late AMV and a extended warrenty on life]

[OOCness: As everything about my health is thrown out the window, and my brain is now running on a max capacity of 7% per day, 12% if I actualy go to sleep these days. >->;

So i'm extending Esune's death until I can get a solid fix on what I need to do to make this work...I know I should depend on others more, that's what my Great Grandmother keeps telling me but being the chronic worker that will fall over dead before I stop working on something that's important to me....

silly little reason behind why I want to kill Esune; when I created her four years ago in RL out of a movie I had just seen and fifteen pages of blank paper and a pencil with an eraser, I made her out to be my vent for anger and theatrics, that she was the kind of woman that would smile kindly as she ripped the spinal cord from someone's body. that she did not care for the meaning, like childhood malice....

by introducing Esune to this sim, I believe I have toned down that in her, and somehow felt I was cheating her at the same time by not being able to use her full extent; which made me saddened, it's like having a bike and not using petals. it's just stupid!....sorry.

but i'll ask some opinions in world and see what kind of feedback I get on how I can go about this, or if I should prolong it since the ball is still in the air, and I am trying to be more accepting to opinions of others since you can't run a pirate ship with just one person or so I keep hearing.

Good night.

~Frostie ]