[Personality Explination]

OOC:

Urk...I don't know why I keep doing this, but here's another deep dolve into Esune's brain as to how her personality is developed. There are three major contributors to Esune's personality as the tweakings of these past years that I had worked on her.

[::.Rei Ayanami.::]

-Anime Bio-

"-"Rei Ayanami is the first child. She has blue hair and red eyes. From the start you know she is not typical. She is perhaps the most mysterious character of the intrigue filled show "Neon Genesis Evangelion."
*SPOILERS!*

Rei is a very quite young girl. She never speaks unless spoken to, and even then quite seldomly. She is not plagued by the same types of emotions of inadequacy or fear as Shinji and Asuka are. She does not mind when Shinji sees her naked and she does not mind slapping him in the face when he says something bad about Gendo. She is . . . odd.

Rei, in fact, has a special bond between both Gendo and Shinji. When Yui Ikari (wife of Gendo and mother of Shinji) died in a freak accident, Gendo managed to preserve her soul. Then, he combined it with the DNA of Lillith (the second angel) to create Rei. We see certain scenes where she and Gendo speak and smile to each other. It is because of the bond of love they share for one another. We also see her and Shinji synching in movements and between one anothers Evas because they are, in a sense, mother and son.

Rei is plagued by the memory of how Gendo risked his life to save hers. She has kept his cracked glasses with her ever since that day. It is a reminder of his love and her mortality. She is also an integral part of the 3rd impact (movie version) which will bring about the end of all human life. Even though others may die, she, like Eva, will remain eternal. "-"

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[How this contributed to Esune]

The damaged quiet schoolgirl personaility fitted the younger Esune and the older Esune, even though as older she is brought out moreso, and able to form her own serious thoughts instead of caught in the web of childhood confusion.

Rei of course helped majorly in tonning Esune's personality down, because when I originaly thought of Esune back when I was fourteen I made her to be an amazonish wild animal, not a Neko or anything like that, more meaning she was feral and had the anger boiled up inside to physicaly harm someone,

Instead tonning that down into a quiet reserved girl I found most worked in tune with myself if I were to RP with her like that, also adding in the air of that her mind could never be made up.
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Next on the docket....

[Major Kusanagi]

[Anime bio]

Motoko Kusanagi is a cyborg operative with Section 9 of the Japanese government (security police) in the anime film Ghost in the Shell and the manga of the same title. She possesses an incredible ammount of cybernetic augmentation, to the point where there are only a few living cells left in her brain. Her synthetic body has a number of unique capabilities, including the standard superhuman speed, strength, and intelligence, plus built-in thermoptic camouflage, which renders her invisible to the eye and most security devices.

Major Kusanagi, besides very effective police operative, is a bit of a philosopher. She wonders whether she is still human after her extensive modifications, and what really defines a being as intelligent. This all comes to a head when she and her fellow operatives hunt down the Puppet Master, a self-concious artificial intelligence that manages to steal a cyborg body. The climax of the film occurs when she and the Puppet Master engage in a conversation over these very topics. The result of their discussion has great personal implications for Kusanagi herself, and all the humans of the future.

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[Contribution to Esune's personality]

Ghost in the shell the movie, was seriously the first Anime Movie I had ever seen. because in Canada that was back when Pokemon was the big thing and it was a rarity that they would show a matured and deeply formed Anime movie like this. exception being on the Space channel every month or so.

Motoko's contribution was the fact that she's a philosopher, that is what I wanted Esune to be, in the midst of her own Chaos if not a mild one. Esune is calm but I find she is a very skeptical in her rationality. because she does not trust easily.

And also to add to the beauty of having a muscle toned cybernetic body. I know I've heard from most people that have watched this movie with me "it was good, but couldn't they have at least made her face prettier?" I believe her face shows time, and what time it does take on a toll being a woman, it shows that she does not need to wear exessive makeup to be an important figure in the space of time. and that there is a time and place for everything and you will only know when that time comes.

I love hearing Motoko speak, since it seems there is never a word wasted, everything means something, so I will end this with two choice quotes;

"You talk about redefining my identity. I want a guarantee that I can still be myself."

"When I was a child, my speech, feelings, and thinking were all those of a child. Now that I am a man, I have no more use for childish ways. " [I know she quoted the bible on this one but it's cooler when she says it in movie.]

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Our third and final contributor.

[Nitta Sayuri]

there is no real Bio for this one because it is hard to explain the cause being that I have very complex feelings towards this subject, pure love, joy, and sadness.

Geisha.

The way they present themselves,
The way Geisha move.

it has attracted most of my attention, as much as I can grasp, they never waste a move unless it is intentional. like in chess. and I have adapted this to Esune,

as to Sayuri's importance to Esune, her bits of her personality,
Sayuri as a child slipped and fell on a bridge, cutting her lip, and in turn met a man named the chairman. who she became infatuated with into her teen and adulthood years. and became a Geisha. so she could be near him since she wasn't of strength, stature. or political importantce. just a girl along the bridge.

Esune, has many traits of these magestic creatures that call themselves Geisha.
such as she hides behing a imaginary porcline face as her strongfront,
also she deals in trickery and small talk, medaphores and....

Damnit. I've tried to not to be all bubbleheaded on subjects and type like a babbling ninny but when my brain is split in two it's hard to keep that side in the dark corner where it belongs. ._.;

...Anywho....now for a freak dream I had, if this wasn't RP related..I would have still posted it anyways.

Koichi came up behind Esune wrapping his arms around her, she turned her gaze and smiled her eyes under veil of anime'esque shadows, "You've past my tests..." she said, he looked curious "Tests?" she turned to face him nuzzling his chest hugging her arms around his sides "You followed me through hell and were able to emerge with me on the other side...no matter how many times I said go back..you went forwards..and earned my respect...and much more.." she lifted a finger to trace his lips

and...thats where my dream blacked out with my mother yelling "Jessica where's the cat!? I think your father let it out!! get some pants on and go after it!" >_>;

*COUGH* Geisha Music video...and that's about it. thank you for reading my insane blog postings. I will continue once something more happens or I get the devine inspiration to do another explination. whichever.