Eye of the Tiger

I went to visit the only brother I know who isn't against me. Yoshiyuki, he lives with his step-parrents in the hidden Snow village; his step-father let me into the Snow village Library, it is vast and full of knowlage...it was a dead end.

Although I learnt a little on Haukoi's history, he was born from a miniature Dragon and a Lemur....go figure...

There is nothing on this curse eating away at my flesh inside and out...
Yoshi's Step-mother was worried about me. since he father was blind himself she was used to seeing blind eyes...aparrently mind were becoming glazed over....which is saying the state is taking it's course...I'll still trek...I'll make it back to Haven, Sleep. and then look at my map on where-else to trek for information on this cure...

Haukoi went berzerk on Kenkora when I met him...he knew...he knew it was the smell of Kenkora's blood which was still fresh on his bandages...Kinuta...

Now...to you my Journal..I relinquish my secret to you....I did not Join Akatsuki because I wanted to kill...and lust for murder....and blood..I did it so that I could become more powerful...and destroy Akatsuki from the Inside...Now that I've done that...everyone is confused, in a state of dissary...are we rebuilding are we attacking, there is no WE...there is only me...I am not on their side...or Akatsuki...I follow what I want to do...

There are things I have to do....there isn't enough time to die yet...

Maybe SHE is whispering orders in my ears....
I WANT to be a shadow...I don't WANT to be known..understood...call it rebeliousness...but I went this way...now I'm going to go back to my birth-home...the shadows that encase like a womb....

No one will remember me...only the people that died by my hands....
I will be a myth...legend.....that's what I will stride for...and no one will hold me back...

..Mama...I'm coming home...soon...



[OOC: So here's a Eeensie chart on how Esune's personality has changed Since she hawked Nemu's body and forged her split mind whole.

Old Esune Now Esune
~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~
Quiet Skeptical
Shy Arrogant
Caring Silent Caring
A watcher A Spoken Fighter
Sheltered Broken
Whole Incomplete
Peaceful Angry
Rare Blade Blade Drawn
Pure skinned Scars and Decayed Flesh
Healing bent. Keeps her Scars.
White/Blue Haukoi Red/Black Haukoi (From Extended bathing in flames)
Voices in her head Abused/Tortured/screams/agony and Voices in her head
Mild Insanity Overbaring Insanity

So the New Esune is basicaly a world of...She hates Everyone and Everyone hates her, and she wants to kill everyone she knew as a last stand, that comes out as her arrogance, she barks alot but has trained with her blade something feirce...even though I myself am horribley bad at RP fighting because my typeing has gotten drowzy and slow but I'm slowly learning what I can...

The Reason Esune holds Mercy for some and not for others, because she knows who she wants to kill and wont do anything otherwise of her own mind, she doesn't want to go on a killing spree. it's selected encounter. Hooraay!

~Frostie]