is this...new beginnings...?

[Public service annoucement: I don't really think it matters if I post or write something at 4 AM or when I've been awake for 4 hours, it will still turn out more complicated then I started. @_@ I'm confusing myself)

Hm....this Journal....no I'd rather say Diary....
no matter how many times I tell myself I haven't seen it before.it is familiar..it seems X-girl...

X-girl...we call her that because in my home X means hell, and that girl..Esune,
That cursed gemstone. while I was an actress everyone kept talking about the legend of how a foolish warrior turned tail when his beloved village was attacked by enemy nin, and...how idiotic of him, to change the stone. the hellstone. Esune and turn it into a child....at least the Isuwara's knew how to control it,

and yet now I have to carry the burden of her soul! since it couldn't be forcefully removed from the body in the process of my sealing Jutsu...I use it so rarely that this is pathetic!

now I'm stuck with a thirteen year old concience. oh what a lady luck am I?
but...I like where I am now...it seemed that my pressense angered some of them...

I guess this is where I say a little bit of me,
I am a part of the Isuwara clan aswell....but I was removed for going a teensy bit Cra-zay! but...I still think as Paul and Hiro as family, if they were nice enough to let me into their nice little group thing.

so on with the show,

I'm Nemu.....single...*grumbles*
I was in the academy when I was 7, graduated when I was 8,
became a Chuunin by 10, and a Jounin by 15,
and then I got my three genin team....

i was so happy....they were so cute...
but then.......the ropes.....hands...around their necks...blood...

.....I don't want to talk about this anymore...stupid diary...all this girl ever talked about was that Kinuta man.....was he really that important to her?