Illusion....I am not yours!

I found out....the only reason...Kenkora said those things about kissing, and love...was because someone taunted him to do so!

I feel so used.....so freaking used...

How...How could he say that...after...

I....

Now I can't stop crying...how pathetic...just because...it hurts..
it isn't even physical pain...is it Rejection...?
Am I a monster....?

I was wrong...I should have never doubted Koichi-sama's words....

again....