The door to darkness....eternal power?

These days I have kept to myself, inside of that cave, I kept a keen eye on my pet....little Kenkora,

something peaked my interest as my comrades came back from a exploration to the country of water and brought me back scribes and books, they looked very angry that THAT was their payment, but...I'm always happy for new information, especialy this,

Hiro, Paul and the two other women seem not interested in these, but what I have uncovered might make them think elsewise about turning information away,

in all of these scrolls something has came across that caught my entirity in attention, Hiro had to pinch my arm before I noticed him and Paul were leaving on another guys outing,

but more onto this scroll....


"in whomever holds sorrow, anger, distrust, greed, lust, the lust for power...anything, must be in hold of imense power, in my studies of human nature, they have usualy been shown to hold much in these traits, and in these traits,
that means they hold imense darkness over their hearts,

this shields them from everyone, and themselves, being drowned in their sorrows,
I have learned that there is a way to control this darkness...inflicting emotional suffering over someone will increase the darkness over their heart, each heart is different, and yet the darkness is what binds and connects hearts,

I have also heard rumor to the Door to darkness...Emense power....if unleashed, no one will survive, even I the user will most likely perish, being so close to darkness...

and yet...is that such a sacrifice...for a...beautiful....world?"

That is all I had found in the imense journals and Scrolls...yet I must be careful, as it says....but it seems that Kenkora...has much darkness, Kojiro, was a thought for a second..but his will is too strong, too uppity,

I also met the strangest woman.....I fear death not, I fear no torture, I willingly accept both, I knew she surounded me with ant's, and yet I am not stupid enough to attack her,

There is nothing more I detest then women, if I was born a man then I could live simpler, there is no real reason my body is feminin, I can give new life, and I have lumps on my chest, what else is new?

other then that...I see no reason why women couldn't be bred stronger, more efficiant, all they seem to be are fat cattle, chew the grass and give nutrients for life and breed,

possibley as a gift...I will give Kenkora a sword...if he accept's my offer...then I can make him my aprentice...and then I will use him against everyone...just like my brothers did with me...and I will open the door to darkness...the eternal power source...using that child's heart as a path,

Let's just see what the bugs do...scatter? or fight.

(OOC: This is what I get for playing both Kingdom hearts games within the same week. ANYWAYS...Sorry I have to forgo the music today @_@ Youtube is being very stupid about loading, so I can't even check out any of these, other then that, it's been a stupidly slow day, waiting for IM's from the few decent RPer's I know, I'm most likely doing to make a sword like Riku's from Kingdom hearts 1, and it will be cool. then I'll give it to Kiba.

Why oh why Kiba you ask? because;
#1: Even though he is very annoying, he is the only one I have gotten to RP with...IN THE LAST TWO DAYS. >_<;
#2: his character has had more experience with Esune,
#3: He is the only one I have roleplayed with IN THE LAST TWO DAYS....sorry had to just clear that up.
#4: If I took Frog ass *AHEM* Kairi, under my wing, or Artix, what's his face, I would regret it, INSTANTLY, actualy...Kairi's the reason I don't like women in SL anymore, just....looking at her makes my brain fizzle out and wonder "WTF IS THAT!?" every....single....time.....*crashes over onto her floor* Z_z )