Careless.....

I was too careless....there has been too much silence in my mind,
and it is driving me insane...the girl of me...she couldn't have died, for she is too strong for that,

she is planning something...gathering strength which is getting on my nerves,
I am this child's guardian, and she will not surpress me any longer, I have waited far too long to put a final end to the Kinuta clan.

I have waited...for sight of him....that bloody Kinuta Elder, with him gone the clan will fall, the woman can not handle it alone, nor can the child,

and then....I will move onto the other clans...just as I proceeded...with or without the help of Akatsuki my dream will prevail...clense the world and start anew...

but there is a hitch...I knew the girl would not let me kill the Idol she hates and loves, she is slowly making this body weaker, and weaker, my physical strength seems less each day....this is not going to end well....her soul is directly attached to my own, what game is she playing!?

if she does this, her soul will die too....does she understand this?
is this....Kinuta so important even though she holds anger towards him she will sacrifice herself!?

I need a bath...I stink of student blood...

(OOC: Only a little message tonight. I'm running out of things to do! ;_; Paul and Hiro might not be on as much since school has started back up again. and RARELY now there is a good RP that doesn't involve someone god-modding a win. @_@, "I stab you, you die. ha ha ha ha." har har....X_x *cries* I miss the good old...eight weeks ago!)



( I picked this movie for alot of reasons, because I liked Sakura's transformation when I saw it, and when I cut Esune's hair short on my av it looked sorta like Sakura, now my hair looks like Demon Sasuke. and I like Sakura getting brutaly beaten up, it was either this, or Ino&Sakura movie with the same song, not that I don't love how their childhood was portrayed, just....sleepy. yeah. ._. )